Let’s chat!!!
Streamed live on Jul 31, 2018
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hi how are you doing you can't see
anything it's anybody having a problem
seeing me let me know it takes a little
bit for the messages I think to show up
so just so you know hi now it's working
great hi you guys so this is um my first
time coming live how nerve-wracking it
was to get everything situated and ready
to go
but I I hope you guys are having a
wonderful Tuesday it's been pretty good
here I did a lot of just relaxing today
taking a little bit of an easy
I wasn't feeling 110 percent two days so
it was just kind of a low-key day my
kids are still being pretty cranky I
think my um daughter is teething which
doesn't make life very easy so um yeah I
just it's been lots of crying and
throwing tantrums and the good old days
of having little ones but it's overall
it's been an it's been good and I've
been so excited to get on today I was
just like all day long just kept
watching my time and waiting waiting
waiting for my 7 o'clock time to hit and
hoping that everybody would be able to
join and I get to interact with you guys
and get to know you guys a little bit
better and answer questions that you
guys might have so
um I don't know either I like I said I'm
so new to all of this it's exciting but
I'm so new that I can't answer money
questions but I want to say hello to all
the ones that I've just joined again
like I said this is all very new to me
so please have patience and let's see
how this all turns out but I'm doing
great I hope I am I hope I am awakening
I can help okay well if you can help
shoot some tips but yeah I'm really
excited to just start tonight and see
where this little chat goes one of the
things is I wanted to address to you
guys again about the box so I've gotten
a few of the items together which is
really exciting and I've got more going
into it so I wanted to make sure that I
let you guys know that that it is
getting put together and then what I
think I'm gonna do is as I go through
because I just don't realize and again
like I have said a million times I am
still like learning how to get all these
things fixed and figure out my little
sections but um I just realized that I
can see all my subscribers well majority
of them if you have your name hidden
then I can't see it and again like I
said before I totally understand I get
that a lot of people are going through
things that they don't feel comfortable
with their name being on the internet
and I respect that 100% so for the ones
that your names are private if you want
me to still put you into the the
giveaway just email me your name which I
always put my email down in the
description so that way you guys won't
you won't like not know where the emails
at it's always gonna be in the
description but also with that I have my
oh I'm so happy you were able to join
and I'm so grateful for Tammy I really
appreciate her I could not have got my
name out there in such a big mass of
people to be able to hear my name but
through Tammy so I am so appreciative
and I really hope she joins tonight
because we talk all the time through you
know snapchat and things like that but I
just love having her be a part of it but
yeah anyways so what I can do is if you
guys want to be put in the drawing but
your name is private if you guys just
want to email it to me and give me a
fake name I guess you would say that I
can just draw it down so like if just
say your name was one that gets called
then I can still be able to
okay a smile I yeah that would be great
so if you guys just want to give me like
a fake name that I can write down so if
you guys were to be called for the
drawing then I can go ahead at that
point and call that name out and that
way you would know that you won because
I want everybody to be a part it's
exciting and I just love the fact that
it's I love to give and this is a great
way that I can reach out to you guys and
give a little something because
everybody enjoys a little you know gift
from now to there here and there so
anyways uh let's see what else was I
gonna say before I jump into the whole
video I know we're gonna talk about the
box
yes email me I also if there's anybody
that is wanting my my direct phone
number I am okay giving that out but I
will give it
hi Debbie I will give it to you as a in
a personal message just because I do
want to be kind of cautious with where
you know where we are going with my
phone number being put out
I definitely don't mind giving it out
though because it's just you know you
can just put your name and I will
definitely make sure that you know the
person that wins will be will be
contacted shoot you know I don't know if
I don't know if I should have you got oh
well you know what just put your name
down and then for a couple of videos I
will make sure that I you say the winner
so if they miss it on one video then
hopefully they'll catch it to the next
video so I'll do that a couple times and
then my next giveaway after this one is
gonna be my thousand subscriber giveaway
and I invited I'm really hoping to
continue to reach people I'm really
working hard on getting my name out
there and you know I know it takes a lot
of time and I know it takes a lot of
effort but
okay April I always wondered what your
real name was so I was like Ida I always
call you cat lady but April's a great
name so I I kind of got cut off from God
what's up that I'm good at that
um oh talking about get my name out
there um I went today and you know I I
jumped to other youtubers and asked for
people to subscribe and you know I just
don't want to be very I don't want to be
very pushy that's my biggest thing as I
just you know I don't want to push
myself on people and I don't want people
to feel like they have to subscribe to
me or that you know they have to call my
name out like that's not what I'm trying
to do but I definitely am trying to
promote my name because I want people to
join our community and you know the
funny thing is is that sometimes I'm
never guys just see water but with that
you know I understand that
I don't when I talk about my my channel
I'm gonna say channel for now but when I
talk about my channel I always push the
fact of its a community and that's how I
feel I feel like you guys are such an
amazing community of people and I say it
every single day when I'm talking to
people or when I am you know talking to
you guys the amount of support that I
get from you guys it's so amazing that I
honestly don't feel like I would be as
strong as I am on this journey without
having such amazing encouragement and
you know sometimes when I'm having those
days where I'm just like oh you know I
just I just don't want to I just don't
want to that day I don't want to face
you know the journey and I don't want to
get up and move and exercise and I you
know cuz I ever humans gonna have that
feeling but it's such a great thing to
know that I can go back and read my
messages from you guys and it's such an
amazing feeling to be like wow I've got
so many people out there that are just
as amazing as I could ever imagine so
yes this is a YouTube channel but this
is more than just a channel this is a
community of amazing people and I'm just
so in love with this channel slash
community because you know sometimes
people need that outlet of positivity
and I'm always trying to look for what I
can and yeah April it's you know it's so
it's such a good feeling to know that
there is somewhere we can go for that
positivity because in this world today
you don't
find that very often anymore it's more
of who's better who whose do you know
who's making it in life better you know
a lot of sizing yourself up to people
people looking down on you I mean
there's just so much negative in this
world now and it's it's just so sad to
see that but to know that we have a
place to go and know that we can
continue to bring that positivity out is
the best feeling to have and hi husband
yes my husband must have joined me
somewhere he's he's in the house
somewhere I'm in my I'm in my domain I'm
in my my woman's room but it's a
wonderful feeling to know that we have
so many amazing people and as my journey
continues and as I continue to become
more healthy and being able to get out
and really start moving and doing things
my goal is to start taking you guys
along for the journey of traveling and
the new experiences that I get to
experience because it's there's so many
dreams that I have that I want to do so
bad but I don't feel like I well I never
felt like I would be able to do them and
now it's like my life has opened up in
so many different ways that now it's
like hey you know I can I'm I'm starting
to be able to see that I'm gonna be able
to do these things like maybe next
summer I'll be able to start doing the
hiking that I have always wanted to do
especially with my family and now I get
to take you guys along with me and
that's just I'm so excited so yeah I'm
really excited to see where this all
takes us and you know because even if
it's
take time for me to get to my goal but
even when I get to my goal of where I
can start being able to move and start
being able to actually live life I feel
like I'm starting to see that light at
the end of the tunnel where before I was
so in darkness and I was so lifeless in
a way like I would just sit and watch my
life pass every single day and now it's
like I wake up in the morning and I
think to myself oh my gosh like what
today can I do you know I'm starting to
be able to get up and start doing some
housecleaning I haven't been able to
really clean my house the way that I
like to clean it in a very long time and
now it's like okay I'm being able to get
up and start moving and start doing
things that I didn't think I was gonna
ever be able to do again and you know
about I'll say about three months ago
right before I started this journey
right before I started this journey I
was thinking about buying a motor
scooter for my own personal use and I
came home and I was talking to ollie one
day and I was like you know I really I
really think that I want to buy a
scooter and all he was like well tell me
more like why what what like what is it
trigger to make you feel like that and I
was like you know I just feel like I am
never gonna make it walking and being
able to do the things that I want to do
and it's holding me back and I'm tired
of being held back I want to go into the
stores I want to go shopping I want to
go on hikes I want to go to the park I
want to go and do these things and I
can't and so I want to buy a scooter so
I can do those things and he said honey
you're giving up on yourself he said
I know you more than that I know that
you don't want a scooter I know that you
want to truly live life and I don't see
you really being in a scooter no and I
kind of got angry at first and I just
was like wrapped up because I was like
you know you don't know what I'm going
through and you know I got very angry
and then I had to stop and really think
about what he said and I was like I
questioned myself and I was like am I
really giving up on myself and am I
finally just saying enough is enough and
I'm just gonna put myself in a
wheelchair because well I'm too big I'm
too fast I can't do it
and then I just sat there and after I
ran all those questions through my mind
I was like you know I don't want a
scooter I do want to move and I do want
to do these things I want to go shopping
I want to go a night sigh I want to go
to the park I want to have life I'm only
I'll be 37 in August and I want to have
a life but I really want to do it in a
scooter and that was the day that was
the pen stroking day that I said no
we're not gonna miss cooter we're
changing and that was the day that I
didn't talk to anybody
stayed in my little cloud my little
cloud and I really so searched and so
searched and tried to see what more I
could do to better myself and the only
thing that I could come up with with an
answer was you've got to take your
health back and
I did it I finally said I'm gonna do
this and so then I was like you know I I
need some accountability I I want to
meet some new people
I want to gain some new friendships I
want to get out there like what can I do
and someone said that you know why don't
you maybe think about sharing your life
on YouTube and I thought oh no you got
people that has any negatives I don't
know if I can handle that and then I
really thought about I was like heck
yeah I can I was like first of all
negative brings positive and the reason
I say that is because it's like you know
I
yeah there's negative people there's
gonna be negative people everywhere you
go as long as you don't allow them to
control your mind your thoughts or your
actions yeah I can do it and you know I
I have seen some negative messages on my
my channel of messaging and I just am I
gonna do I don't have time to cry about
it I don't have time to let people
control those feelings and I know I'm
the only one at the end of the day that
can control that and so you know I do
the best I can with blocking I do the
best I can with erasing sometimes they
get in there and I don't see it but at
the end of the day I know what I'm doing
I Know Who I am
I know who all of you guys are my most
positive people and I just love
everybody and even my negative my
negative comments I love him too I love
them too because they're still human
even though they can be mean and they
can be honoring they're really hurting
inside if they can take the time to
really put out there yes you hear little
feet I think it's my daughter running
around um but if they can honestly take
the time to sincerely sit down and write
some nasty messages they're really
hurting and those are the ones that
really need some straight love and I
personally message every one of them and
I always say I'm sorry you're hurting I
forgive your message I love you and I
look about that and since I started
doing that they kind of all disappeared
just you know
maybe that's what they needed or maybe
they ended up subscribing I just don't
know it but I mean it's just you have to
not focus on the negativity and in my
family we don't have time for negativity
we don't have time for that you know
surely I have things that happen
negativity negativity in my family yes
of course everybody does but it's how we
demonstrate the energy we're gonna put
into it is how we're gonna deal with it
and I just I just don't I don't have
time to entertain it so yeah I you know
I love doing this it's absolutely
amazing I am so happy that I decided to
go ahead and do this channel for you
guys and for myself because I look at
this channel is not just mine this is
your guys's channel too we are all in
this together we are all doing the same
things but all in our own ways some are
not on weight loss journeys some are on
emotional healing journeys some are not
even on a journey but they want to be a
participant of seeing people healing and
that's so amazing and it's just it's
it's amazing to see so many people all
rallying together and just joining in I
love it again for all the ones that have
come since I said welcome last hi
welcome I'm glad everybody was able to
come tonight that was able to make it I
know that there the time is pretty
crucial on different aspects so the
world I've got wonderful people from
Australia all the way to North Carolina
I mean you guys are everywhere so I am
so grateful that you guys were able to
all come together and
make your time I know it's times not
always the easiest to come up with and I
was trying to come up with the perfect
time that I could do it for here because
I was like well if I do it earlier I
take the chances that you know my
husband might be called out on a job and
I'm gonna be with the kids and boy those
kids would love to be on line so they'll
make sure to make a circus behind me so
I just figured 7 o'clock would be
perfect because he would be home and I
didn't have some time to myself and so
yeah that's why I decided to do 7
o'clock and I'm really hoping that you
know everybody is able to see this how
you know it will it will load up I think
if I'm if I seen it right the first time
when I put it it will load up on my
videos so we'll see how it all works but
anyways so yeah I am just I am really
excited about all of this and yes Shushi
is my very good friend from Australia
she's a beautiful lady and I I think
there's some from England there's there
I thought of everywhere and it's so
amazing because I get little pictures
you know that are sent to me and it's
just shoe she likes to take videos of
the when she's out she'll take videos to
show me like around and it's like oh my
gosh I want to go there so bad it's so
pretty there and and now old the fun
thing again like I was talking about
about the traveling is I get to really
look and see different places that I
want to travel I just one one day I
would love to go to Australia and
there's just so many places on our
bucket list of mine and my husband's
that we want to go to we would love to
go to Turkey because that's where
originally where
he's not originally from Turkey he's
originally from Egypt but his heritage
is from Turkey and so I would love to go
there and Sashi
bossy Shah she not Shushi I'm sorry oh
my god now I feel so bad so sha she tell
me if I said it right yes okay so now
I'm gonna say right Shashi oh my gosh
how funny Oh God
that is great umm but yeah so we would
love to go and see Turkey um I love you
too
but I love history and so like when I
went back to Egypt in onine it was so
amazing because it's like I went there
not really knowing much about Egypt and
so when we got when I got there I just
loved the history and only was such an
amazing person to be able to like turn
me around you know so he took me like to
the pyramids which was absolutely
beautiful and he took me to oh gosh
but he took me to the museum the museum
oh my gosh oh it was I just was
intrigued with the museum in Egypt and
there was now so much I mean now there's
so many more things that I want to do in
Egypt that I didn't get to do I didn't
do the camel ride because I was deathly
afraid that I was gonna break the
camel's back I was just I was too
embarrassed like I was like knitted into
so I took a very nice picture next to
the camel
um yeah Amy did not get on the camel's
back but I just loved okay I don't know
what my messages are being restricted
April I'm not sure why your message was
restricted I just seen that so whose
restricting because I'm not restricting
my hands are free anyways
so uh how did I meet how did I meet my
husband Hey so I met my husband through
a chat room from yahoo chat yahoo
messenger and at the time it was in oh
nine they had um yes you get the juicy
juicy juicy deets okay April I just want
to make sure that um you didn't think
like somebody erased your meds or like
somebody restricted cuz I was like oh my
gosh I didn't research it but anyways so
back in oh nine it was a very known
thing to have chat rooms I don't know so
much now I am looking for like but um I
I don't know how I'm not sure how that
all works now but no not right in
anyways I had a friend of mine that met
a person like a man through the internet
and I had asked her how she met her
boyfriend and she's like oh I met him
through a chat room and hi Nicole and so
I was like oh well I have a know I have
a computer and I don't know about all
this so she came over and hooked it all
up for me and walked me through it all
and I was on there for about two weeks
and I was just having a blast like I was
just on they're all checking it out and
you know
meeting new people and just you know I I
loved hey there how are you so I was
just talking to people and just meeting
friends and then all of a sudden this
gentleman messages me and says ASL well
at that time
ASL yeah yeah totally ASL is age sex and
location so that's funny I restore
remember that right I think because I
wrote that like a million times and so
um I wrote to him I gave him my age and
so I told him I age I told him my sex of
course and I didn't give him my location
and I didn't do it on purpose like I
totally didn't do it on purpose but I
really didn't say my location but I told
him the same thing ASL and he told me
his age has sex but he didn't tell me
his location either and but it didn't
really even like it didn't cross my mind
that we never
good luck Nicole hopefully you'll pass
and so anyways I'm sorry I'm reading
messages as I'm talking so I hope that's
not really annoying so anyways uh we
didn't pass our locations at all and
then I turned around and we talked for
oh gosh probably about two weeks and
then all of a sudden it like kind of
occurred to me that I never asked him
worried well I never got the answer
where he was from
so I said can I ask where you're from
and he says one from Egypt and I'm
thinking okay well it didn't dawn on me
Egypt like whom clear across the world
Egypt and so I got talking I'm like oh
my gosh like this guy is clear across
the world but I'm already like falling
for him and we talked every single day
for two weeks like four to five hours a
day and so then when we figured out
where our locations were then I was kind
of scared because I was like oh my gosh
I'm really falling for this person and I
just don't know what I'm gonna do and so
I somebody asked me you know what are
you gonna do like yeah he thought worgen
was in Asia and so somebody says well
what are you gonna do because I'm gonna
clear in Egypt and I'm like you know my
answer is gonna be this if our love is
strong enough we'll make it work and I
told myself I'm gonna marry this man
like I absolutely am falling in love
with this man even though it's on the
internet like how crazy is that and of
course at this point I until anybody
knows because I knew everybody and think
I lost my mind and so we finally we just
kept talking and talking and then about
three months later he asked me if I
would marry him and of course it was on
the internet because we weren't seeing
each other in person and I of course
said yes no idea we were gonna do this
but we were gonna figure this all out
and just one thing fell into another
we moved mountains and walls and
everything else and I flew back there
and I married my my best friend my
husband three days later and it was the
best decision I could ever make in my
entire life
and it's just you know I I don't want to
hate for me I really did and I knew in
my heart I was making the right decision
like I knew I was doing what I was
supposed to do and he felt the same way
and it wasn't easy like I mean to get a
person from out of the country into the
country is not easy it cost a lot of
money and a lot of time but you know
what I was determined I was gonna do it
a lot of people have to use like lawyers
and stuff to get paperwork done and
things like that and I was so determined
to figure this all out myself because I
didn't have the money to pay for lawyers
and things like that that we sat and I
figured it out and a year later my
husband was there so yes yes my husband
is on but he he must be bored with the
children they're probably all sitting
here watching me out in the living room
it's probably why they're staying quiet
because they're watching me on TV thank
you so much Lori I really appreciate
that you know I am I love my little
family they're they're everything that I
ever needed and wanted and it's just
amazing I you know coming from where I
was at one time to where I am now
I never imagined in a million years that
I would ever have the family like I do
and you know my babies are everything to
me
my husband is truly my true best friend
like he is my ultimate person that I
know that will always have my back and
will never leave my side and you know I
could never ask for a better person
honestly he has been my rock in many
ways and he walked into a very dirty
situation with me and you know a lot of
my past people that I had in my life and
he just helped heal me and and when I
say hope to heal me as he just kept
reassuring me that I am so much better
than what I thought I was I you know I
always thought that I was just the gum
under people's shoes and it took a few
years to leave him and it took a few
years of truly finally opening up and
letting my walls down to him and knowing
that he was telling me the truth and
okay it was good having you on though
and give those babies a kiss for me but
you know it's so amazing just to have
that reassurance that I am worth
everything to be loved and I'm not you
know I'm not bashing I'm not saying you
know that you know I I do not feel bad
for my childhood and for my life before
my husband
I don't feel bad because it definitely
just made me the person I am today and
it definitely has made me want to be a
better person for my children and for my
daughter and to show my daughter that
there is so much in life other than a
very little amount of a box that you
live in and so for me it's it really is
truly about learning that what I gone
through is my ammo for what I want to
become and what I am and where I'm where
I have been and where I'm at today
and so yes my my marriage to my husband
was the lifesaver for me and every day I
wake up and he reassures me still to
this day that you know I am beautiful
that I am perfect just the way I am and
okay I will talk to you tomorrow
good night but you know it's just it's
an amazing story and I absolutely am
very very very happy that I found my
husband even if it was on the internet
and I know a lot of people are just you
know or they're they they don't feel
comfortable with that especially for
people that meet people through you know
through the internet and go to out of
the country to abroad to bring people in
it has a very ugly look and it's sad
because there's so many true amazing
people out there but again there's a lot
of nasty people out there too and I just
so happened to be able to find the true
good one one good one out of out of some
that could have been not the best so
yeah that's the story of my honey but
oh yeah it's hard you know especially
when you were a stepparent yes honestly
everybody we all all of us have such
beautiful hearts and souls and you know
April I am so sorry about that being a
stepparent you put yourself into that
position of being a parent
and when unfortunately things fall to
the pad like fall kind of apart
sometimes we have to reap the
consequences and that's losing something
that we really did truly love and so I
understand that that's a great loss that
is a really great loss and that's I feel
so bad for parents that our step parents
that are on the other side of losing the
child because a lot of times you invest
so much time and loved into those
children and to have them just ripped
away especially when a lot of times you
you take them as your own so
yeah um when you probably needed to
support the most it wasn't there but you
know what we're all here for you and we
are all here to encourage and support
you in any way that you need April and I
love the messages that you send me all
the time they are so amazing and I see
such growth within you already that it's
just the things that you share with me
is just awesome and a lot of what you
tell me helps me so much so it's you
know it's just amazing to see how
someone can be in such a dark place but
can come out of it and become such more
of a beautiful butterfly and that's kind
of how I picture myself as a child I was
that I was a caterpillar that was on the
ground and was just kind of you know
moping around because it really didn't
have a place it didn't have its steady
steady environment it was just you know
it really just was looking for survival
and as I got to become with Holly that's
kind of when I went into my cocoon
because I kind of closed up and
unfortunately I closed up around him so
it was kind of hard you know because I
didn't want to open myself to him I was
I was scared I was scared I was gonna
get hurt and as I finally started to
break that cocoon away and find my wings
not only was I becoming this independent
person looking around like oh my gosh
like I can actually do this on my own
like I could stand on top of the world
and make decisions for myself really and
also have the support from a man and
that is the day that you know I found my
wings and became not butterfly and I'm
just now learning to start to even fly I
have my wings for a while but you know
you always self-doubt yourself or am I
going to be able to do this am I gonna
make the journey am I gonna be able to
withstand the the you know am I good was
down the the wars that are around me and
I'm just now starting to think that no
April don't feel like that honey I told
you before don't ever feel like you're
taking time away from me or from others
that's what we're here for is to share
your story and let us be a part of that
don't ever feel that I don't feel that
way I don't feel like you're taking any
time away from anybody it's just yes
please don't feel like that I don't ever
want somebody to feel like they can't
share their experiences because of fear
of taking away time from somebody
because that's just not even it if I can
take this camera and put it on on
everybody and let everybody talk and
share their stories that would be
amazing because I think because I love
hearing everybody so yes please don't
ever ever ever apologize him and feel
bad about talking because I love hearing
the stories just like you know I had a
dress I think it was last night that
somebody was sharing with me who sure
exactly again who it was but sharing
with me
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exactly I agree a half-percent I really
do
in April I'm so happy to hear that
things are so much better and yes the
past can be such a dark place and that's
why you put things in the past obviously
for a reason and sometimes you have to
kind of walk through those things a
little bit because it's kind of have to
to heal some of those things but a lot
of times when you put something in the
past it stays in the past for a reason
and that's what I'm learning is that I
am okay to leave things in the past and
start growing ahead of myself because
that's where I need to be is looking
ahead so yeah I definitely agree that
back the past can be very very ugly but
it can also have good times too it
really can um anyways back to I was
saying if somebody was talking to me
yesterday and said you know I really
hope that you don't take offense to the
fact that I was gonna you know share a
tip with you about something that she
had did with her child to help him
overcome the bugs and I just you know I
love hearing tips and tell me what to do
I am NOT a person that gets offended I
really don't I love when people suggest
items of things to try and you know well
this is what I did with my child maybe
it will help with your child and I never
just claim them like I always will take
into an oatmeal like okay can I maybe do
this because I don't know maybe you'll
freak out but um nine out of the ten I
will definitely probably try it because
you know and it's not just about like
the bud situation its anything in life
general that I
always so up for people suggesting and
tipping me and telling me like hey you
know this would be great even like
telling me things about like my channel
you know someone had mentioned about
mentioned about you know the music that
I was playing it just a little too loud
and you know I didn't even realize it
until I went back and listened to the
video and I was like oh my gosh you can
barely hear me and so yeah like
definitely I didn't even realize it when
I was even editing it because a lot of
times when I edit I edit when Ezra's
asleep next to me so I will put my
headphone in but sometimes I have to
even turn that down a little bit so it's
not as loud as I would think that it was
so I was just like I was oh my gosh I
was so shocked but I couldn't take it
off so I was just like okay well I'm
just gonna deal with it and I'll come
around to it but yeah and so when I when
somebody told me that I went back and I
seen that and now I'm really trying hard
to be careful with the music just so
it's not so high but sometimes it's nice
to have a little bit of something in the
background just because it's it's really
nice to be able to have a little bit of
something just to kind of mellow to
mellow the stream out a little bit and
that way then you know I can have a
little something you know mixing in with
the the blank spots when there's a
little blank spot there how did
everybody like tonight how was it on
your guys's side as alive what how did
you feel like it went how do you feel
that the conversation went I would love
to get feedback I would like to do these
more often I think it's very important
to be
to all be able to interact with each
other I love it and it's definitely
something night feels so good to be able
to talk but I am going to close now
because we are almost at an hour and I
am it's almost 8 o'clock here and I need
to get kids down to bed and I need to go
take my shower for the night but I
absolutely love this tonight and I am so
happy that you guys all were able to
join in and be able to all encourage
each other while were chatting and I
will definitely go back and read
everybody's messages I had a hard time
keeping up with the messages and talking
but I was able to read some so I will
definitely go back and be reading all of
my messages and hopefully being able to
respond if I need to and again if you
guys have any questions don't hesitate
to email me comment there's all my
information will be down in the
descriptions and also if you're needing
my personal phone number let me know and
I can give that to you another thing is
a couple people were talking about me
it's sending me things and I am very
thankful for that I don't expect it I do
not have a P o box at this moment but
that is something that my husband is
going to get together for me and then I
will update the information on that so
anyways I thank you guys again so much
for coming tonight and just having a
great conversation and I will check in
with you guys tomorrow you all take care
and have a wonderful evening bye
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